Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Wisdom CentraLe

for every question, there's an answer.....
smile....GOD LOVES U.

Monday, August 28, 2006

NUMB

Numb is the perfect word to describe the way i feel right now, if ever feelings do exist... The usual cry baby can't even shed a single tear drop while watching a certified tearjerker movie. I wonder, is this what happens when you got so tired of hurting that pain doesn't sting anymore?
Agony has reached its end. Pain is no longer pain to me. I don't know what pain is. The sad thing, if i ever know how it feels to be sad, is that I cannot distinguish pain, from joy, laughter from crying....and every other type of emotion you can imagine. Where are you pain? What? You also got tired of me? Come on, bring it on! Bring all the pain to me, because now, I am very sure that it won't hurt. I don't feel a thing. I don't feel pain. Every once in a while,something tells me to check if my heart is still beating...is it? Or it froze and I never even noticed it? Or is it also possible that my heart left me because it has ceased to be a heart. What is a heart? I don't know and I don't know if I'll ever find out.....
Maybe I will...But right now...I don't feel a thing.....

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

humming inside....

Live Without Your Love
-Wind Jammer -

Here inside my loneliness
I have seen your face,
I am aware,
Listen to my broken heart
You can't hear it, only if you care


If I could believe that all the dreams that we had left behind,
Yesterday would always find me there.


I don't know how I'm gonna live without your love
What's it gonna take to make you mine?
I don't know how I'm gonna live without your love
I don't know what it's gonna take to make you mine


Ev'ry night is longer
Tomorrow is such a sad affair,
Still I'm so much stronger
But it doesn't get me anywhere


So before you turn away forever to stop loving me,
Can't we stay together and be friends?
To make you mine.


I don't know how I'm gonna live without your love
What's it gonna take to make you mine?
I don't know how I'm gonna live without your love
I don't know what it's gonna take to make you mine.
I don't know how I'm gonna live without your love
What's it gonna take to make you mine?
I don't know how I'm gonna live without your love
What's it gonna take to make you mine?
I don't know how I'm gonna live without your love
I don't know what it's gonna take to change your mind,
To make you mine.


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It Don't Matter To Me
- Bread-

It don't matter to me
If you really feel that
You need some time to be free
Time to go out searching for yourself
Hoping to find
Time ... to go to find


It don't matter to me
If you take up with
Someone who's better than me
'Cause your happiness is all I want
For you to find
Peace ... your peace of mind


A lot of people have an ego hang-up
'Cause they want to be the only one
How many came before it really doesn't matter
Just as long as you're the last
Everybody's moving on and try to find out
What's been missing in the past


And it don't matter to me
If your searching brings you back together with me
'Cause there'll always be
An empty room waiting for you
An open heart waiting for you
Time is on my side ...


'Cause it don't matter to me ...
It don't matter to me ....
It don't matter to me ....
It don't matter to me ....
It don't matter to me ....
It don't matter to me ....


'Cause there'll always be
An empty room waiting for you
An open heart waiting for you
Time is on my side ...


'Cause it don't matter to me ...

far and away

Love is Blind....


They say that Love is Blind.....



I kept on searching



still I can't find......




or maybe......




I've been looking...



yet all this time...



It's right in front of me.....